Rep The Realness

Rep The Realness

Friday, May 29, 2015

"Talk To Strangers"

Nah I wasn't raised at gunpoint,
And I've read to many books
To be distracted from the mirror, when unhappy with my looks
And I ain't got proper diction, for the makings of a thug,
Though I grew up in the ghetto, and my brothers all sold drugs
And though that may validate me for a spot on MTV
Or get me all the airplay, that my bank account would need
I was hoping to invest in, a lesson that I learned
When I thought this fool would jump, just because it was my turn
I went to an open space cause I knew he wouldn't do it
Where somebody there could see him, or somebody else might prove it
And maybe in their eyes it may seem 
I got punked out
Cause I walked a narrow path, and then went and changed my route
But that openness exposed me to a truth I couldn't find
In the clenched fists of my ego or the confines of my mind
In the hipness of my swagger, or the swagger in my step
Or the scowl of my grimace, or the meanness of my rep
Cause we represent a truth son, that changes by the hour
And when you're open to it,
Vulnerability is power
And in that shifiting form you'll find a truth that doesn't change
And that truth is living proof, of the fact that God is strange
Talk to strangers
When family fails and friends lead you astray 
When Buddha laughs and Jesus weeps and turns out God is gay
As angels' and messiahs' love can come in many forms
In the hallways of your projects or the fat girl in your dorms
And when you finally take the time to see what they're about
Perhaps you'll find they're lonely or their wisdom trips you out
Maybe you'll find the cycles end
You're back where you began, but come this time around
You'll have someone to hold your hand
Who prays for you, who is there for you
Who sends you love and light,
Exposes you to parts of you
That once you tried to fight
And come this time around you choose to walk a different path
You'll embrace what you turned away and cry at what you laughed
Because that's the only way we're going to make it through this storm
Where ignorance is common sense and senseless is the norm
And flags wave high above the truth,
And the two never touch
And stolen goods are overpriced and freedom costs too much
And no one seems to recognize the symbols come to life
The bitten apple on the screen and Jesus had a wife
And she was his messiah like that stranger may be yours
Who holds a subtle knife that carves through worlds like magic doors
And that's what I've been looking for
The bridge from then to now
Just watching BET like, "What the fuck, son, this is foul"
But that square box can represent 
The sphere that we live in,
The earth is not a flat screen
I ain't trying to fit in
But this ain't for the underground this here is for the sun
A seed a stranger gave to me and planted on my tongue
And when I look at you, I know I'm not the only one
As a great man once said, "There's nothing more powerful than an idea
Whose time has come."

Wednesday, April 15, 2015

Journal 2/15

What does the word modern mean to you? Has the meaning of the word changed over time? 

I wouldn't go as far to say that the base definition of the word has undergone any significant change, but I do believe the expectations that go along with the word are adaptations of current trends of the time. To me, when I think of the word modern, I immediately think of social and capitilistic-consumer conformity. But, as I stated, this definition and expectation of the idea of "modern" is merely a product of trends of the day and age I live in. 

Thursday, February 12, 2015

CHAPTER NOTES

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Chapter 3: 
Books: Out of Africa, Human Bondage, Return of The Native: all books are symbolic for/ hint at his nature. Chapter touches upon Caulfields hatred for phonies when he is notorious for lying and being fake. 

Chapter 4: 
True feelings towards Stradlater are revealed. We find out that he has a deep connection with this girl, Jane, who is about to go out with the last person Holden would ever want to see her with. First signs of him having a deep connection with someone outside of his family. Holden's decision to write Stradlater's english composition shows he is somewhat of a pushover.

Chapter 5:
We find out how deep Holden's affections are for his deceased brother.

Chapter 6:
For somebody who claims to be "real", he possesses a lot of petty qualities and fears. We see jealousy rear it's ugly head when Stradlater returns from his date with Jane.

Chapter 7: 
Holden explains that he feels lonesome and rotten, but there are multiple possibilities as to why he feels this way. 

Chapter 8:
We find out about Holden's habits as he explains his fondness for his normal "night-train" adventures. He lies voraciously to one of his fellow student's mother on the train, but not out of the kindness of his heart, but more out of the fact that he wanted to see how far he could take it. 
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Chapter 13: 
We discover Holden's feelings toward loss and how uncaring he is when loses something. We also discover how cowardly he is. But when he is presented with the opportunity to have a fling with a prostitute, he makes a split second decision and says yes, almost as if he needs to prove something to himself. His cowardly disposition gets the best og him and instead of "getting sexy" with the prostitute he trys to make conversation instead.